Apr 9People say that the habit of writing aids mental health.People say that the habit of writing aids mental health. It’s been a long time I’m feeling extra anxious, some to do with my father getting sick but also the pandemic didn’t help. That constant (and also forced) hypervigilance sort of shredded my peace of mind. I struggle to do…Mindfulness2 min read
Apr 5, 2021Can I be me?I’m never sure how atypical my life was considering I was a child born in the 80’s in a third world country but, a lot of the times when I hear other people’s stories I come to an understanding that a lot was off with my upbringing. As a kid…2 min read
Nov 28, 20201981I’m gonna start this post with a little intro on why I decided to tell my story. A few months ago, I’ve had a five hour conversation with one of my cousins, her name is Patricia Coppa a.k.a DJ Polly and, during that call, we took the chance to go…198111 min read
May 6, 2020Another day another piece of harassment on the table.Another day another piece of harassment on the table. Not happy with receiving warnings from the police, letters from the building freeholder and the council, the neighbour keeps pushing now besides blasting loud music the whole day, scream-singing and operating machinery he decided to block and litter the pathway from…Met Police1 min read
Apr 14, 2020Today is Tuesday past Easter Holidays.Today is Tuesday past Easter Holidays. Move had to run upstairs to grab my phone as I’m working from the living room and just saw again the neighbour in my garden… I’m finding this whole thing so disturbing as even if we forget the lack of respect he’s got for me, there’s the grave fact of having no respect for the police orders. It’s so aggravating that it gives me a sharp head ache and tighten my chest.Trespassing1 min read
Apr 12, 2020Yesterday was a horrible day.Yesterday was a horrible day. The anxiety is crippling in and the issue with the neighbour is far from being resolved. By advice I’m logging in and registering each day of this situation as feels like close to nothing is being done to sort out this case. Why being a…Mental Health1 min read
Apr 11, 2020Today is Saturday, Easter holiday Saturday.Today is Saturday, Easter holiday Saturday. The week was quiet where I live till the basement neighbour resurged and started the slander on me as now he decided to yell the next door neighbours that I’m crazy for calling the police on him for ‘just using the garden’ The guy…Harassment1 min read
Apr 3, 2020I’ve been advised by an attorney to start an online diary about the psychological damage a…I’ve been advised by an attorney to start an online diary about the psychological damage a situation to a neighbour is causing in my life. So I’ve Been living in the same house for the past 8 years and around 5 years ago or so the basement flat got bought…Mental Health4 min read
Nov 10, 2019Anger…Anger… A feeling that I think takes people a lot of work to recognise it as part of themselves. No one wants to be angry, right? No one wants to be seen and avoided as no one wants to be around someone like that, which is more than fair. Mom…Diary2 min read
Jul 31, 2019It’s been a while that I don’t journal, write or paint anything to be fair as the hectic took over…It’s been a while that I don’t journal, write or paint anything to be fair as the hectic took over once again leaving very little time for those simple things I enjoy so very much. It’s been a while that I’ve been thinking about what creativity is actually meaning out…2 min read